Is it just me?

I noticed that we are no longer hanging out that often. All of us are busy with our own things most of the time and never really sit and talk around like how it used to be.. Or.. wait.. was it neveR? I dunno~

Anyway, Congratulations to Melawati's Choir team for making a big triumph this year! After 10 years of Kepong holding the victory title, Melawati finally got it this year~ The funny thing about Kepong's trainer called Poh Yei up to actually yelled at her left me with amazement.. Kepong.. finally.. Guess all of them really enjoyed the moment of success. :) Graeme is in choir too~

Guess, after the month of May, everybody will be busy studying and all as SPM is approaching nearer and nearer.. Try to count by weeks and see.. you will scare the hell of out of yourself..
hurmms.. Anyway, anyhow.. we will fight out way.

hurmms... this is actually a pointless jot.. I dunno what to say but just for the sake of updating this soon-to-be-left-out blog.. Choi! obviously not! It will go on right people? :) Nola, later they say i am not contributing in here any longer and all.. Moreover, I was the one who came out with this idea so I think it's bad to leave it behind just like that.. I still love here okie! It's indescribably fun :p

hahaha.. okiela.. ciaoz.. I will surely update a bit more often :)

p-i-s-s-i-n-g...

everything now
everyday somehow
its ticking me off
irratated of what i hear
annoyed of what i see
flicked at what i touched
enough of what has been going on
let me go
detach me from this string
a string of botheration
i had enough

Waking up.

I woke up feeling utterly miserable today.. Just yesterday I woke up for MSSD, and today tuition and coming days only for school. The end of MSSD really indicates that I or rather, we are all leaving high school soon. Sooner than you ever imagine.. thoughts during form 1 up to 4 are still fresh on my mind.. and now.. I will be leaving in like 6 months time.. I always wonder why do they actually feel sad.. Now I understand.. Now I am feeling it.. *sigh* Surely there's lots of ups and downs... but i really wish i could turn back time.. I don't really wanna grow up.. responsibilities to hold to the REAL world we will soon be facing.. ahh.. I don't like the idea at all.. 0_-"

And I just read my friend's blog who shall not be named.. his girlfriend is actually my friend too.. but they broke up when they are so far away, facing communication probs.. she left him for a new one.. who could be there for her all or most of the time.. If you love someone that deep like you said it... how could you possibly do that.. not like he's leaving for years.. but that one month surely has proven where your love worth.. boy.. you deserve a better one and tears felt my eyes reading it.. sigh* early morning.. it actually drew me back to memories where I,myself experienced... never wanna say a word.. never knew who to cry to.. which shoulder to hold on to before they start spreading worst and unwanted rumours.. reminds me the bad dreams I had throughout the 6 months of hell.. pointless life.. wake up thining about it and start sobbing till you fall asleep..

like they say.. cry yourself to bed.. words one said.. things one did.. attitude one showed like never before... it's all shown during that period..

I DON"T WANNA LEAVE HIGHSHOol.. :'(

Quotes!....Quote=P

This B-e-a-u-tiful quote from Gubra

Ikan Tenggiri
Ikan Yu
Jaga diri
I love you!

nice ain't it! haha =P

Back n....

Since Michelle is backk..ahah its my turn lol =P man i tell you..melaka is like... b-o-r-i-n-g when it comes to shoppin..super dead..and reckless driving people... and thank God for technology such a n70 and Symbian OS..that kept me runnin whole nite thru msn =P at least i'm not tat bored..eehhe

Altho shoppin can be boring there..but the food part is superb..well not tat superb but ok la.. coz i ended up vomiting my dinner in the toilet bowl.. =P indigestion i would call it... the oyster wouldn't come out tho...ahha i can feel it down my throat..i think its still there... i would not want to touch seafood for a week or two.. or i might just end up vormiting at the restaurants or your toilet bowl =P

My sis recommended a hotel at the heart of Melaka.. "The Legacy"... I was quite suprised they hav such cool hotel in Melaka for only 165 a nite..which is like as cool as Renaissance tho.. ehhe

So i'm back now with all the melaka food in my stomach and i feel like sleeping coz my whole family is sleepin hahaha =P

damn it...i can't post pics... doinks...sudahlah.. =P

Me.Malacca and I

3.40 pm 8th of April 2006. My family and I started our journey to the historical town of Malacca a.k.a my grandparents place. The journey was pretty boring. Thank god Alvin was there to text me tru out the whole day.
9.30pm - Its only 9.30.. We were all bored so we decided to go somewhere like the malls or something. Mahkota Parade here we come!!! n *POOF* when we reached there.. it was all dark. NOOOOO!! sudah tutup!!!! aiyoyo.. gawd.. fer heaven 's sake!! y must they close so early!! no life la people!! so we decided to change our plan.. Lets go have supper!! Gosh!! look at the amount of peps queueing up!! It has been always this crowded everytime everyday!! Everyone wants to eat the famous "satay celop"!! My sis n me love it so bloody much!! its something u cant get it over here in KL.
FOOD HUNT!!! hehe... my sis hunting fer food to celop celop kan!!
Our food.. for my sista and me.. My annoying lil sis.. what is she checkin out? cute guys? Nahhh..
My sis and me again..
It's boiling hot.* Yummy * celop celop satay
My sis , My grandma , and me!
Check out this cool chairs. According to my grandpa, it is more than 100 years old. My ancestors brought it from China when they migrated to Malaya.


6.30pm 9th April - Going back!!! gotta get ready fer skul tmr!!

My 1st attempt

The team members and actors

Woohooo!! I am indeed very pround of myself!! hahaha. At last i have master the skills of uploading picture! *clap clap* lol. Okay, maybe everyone might be thinking "alar, no-big-deal-lah".BUT not for stupid people like me! hehe. I am a complete hopeless freak when it comes to this kinda stuff.

We took this picture right after the drama competition at SMK Teknik Sg Buloh. We manage to get first runner-up and defeated 10 other schools. =p It was a big achievement though. Never in our whole entire life we did expect to win, okay maybe 3rd placing? But hack! we got 2nd!! pure luck!! hahha. Jo lene n june did tag along for the competition too. They came as supporters. They looked as if they were bored. lol. Anyways, we had fun!

Not neglecting it

I am sure we are not neglecting this blog just that we are too busy lately to actually spend sometime blogging >:) forgive us.

What are we busy about?

Firstly, Michelle.. she had her English drama thing. In addition, she was the director and as usual I guess she did a lot of stuffs for the props they are using too. Sleeping at late hours and not having enough rest lead her to a ver very hectic schedule. So, she is like taking her rest now. Oh yesh!

THEY GOT 2nd in GOMBAK District. Can't beat SMK HULU KELANG still but I am sure it's a great experience for all.. *big round of applause* :) They are going to perform it on Monday again during assembly..^_^ The Emperor's New Clothe(s)? That's their drama tittle. (^_^)

Jin Ho is busy settling relationship problems and also basketball I guess. Yeap, he really don't seem to be really happy outside lately. Cheer up dear! No matter how it goes.. as long as you have her inside.. that's all that matters.. ^_^

Graeme, I guess he's been lonely lately :p hahaha.. but I seldom see him online.. insaf already kots.. hehehehe! Wonder who he hangs with cause prash is forever with moggie, asyraf with afreeda.. jin ho with izzah.. gosh GRAEME! you better find a partner soon to keep you company :D

Juney and I have been busy with basketball practices.. This is the year that we actually trained super a lot.. plus.. our money flows out.. and yeah.. What Irman said make sense! We ARE PLAYING FOR ThE SCHOOL. but we are paying ourselves for training... what the crap.. kie.. the reason is? WE NEVER SHOWED ANY result for the past.. dunno how many years.. plus everybody knows that teachers in school don't like ball that much..

bleah... AND I do respect my seniors who have already left schools for years. I really don't mind if you guys wanna come and play again.. but as it goes.. IT"S NOT A PUBLIC court.. PLUS! It's one of the school's property which they actually build it for their students. I HONESTLY don't mind you guys come playing.. but choose the right time.. that's all I am asking for.. it's weird that you are playing when we are supposed to play.. I am not saying the girls cause we asked them to come over.. PITY us also la.. we HAVE to GET OUT of the court when you guys play.. what's that wei? I DONT GET IT! And I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO's FED UP ABOUT THIS. But I am affirmative that I am the first who voice this out. You have cars now.. you have money now.. what's wrong with going a lil further.. compared to us who has no other choice then to go to school.. Right? Think about it again. :)

Alright, I am done.

The day...it went...

hahha crossed sumthin i shouldn't cross to day...is walkin thru 5Alpha to go my class... guess what i heard/saw/see/hear=P eheee

Jo mengamuk! haha u all should be there la..see the 5A fellas shut up at once...FUH! hahah ketara gempak la =P

SENYAPLAH!DAh besar besar cam budak budak lagi! *or sumthin like that* =P


JO LENE!! YOU ROCK! hahah =P

hahha hav a nice day...kill something=P

White Rat...sob sob wahahhaa

Tadaa..to those who missed your bio classes =P
Save a picture of rememberance from batman_revolution =P hehee

Testicles at a size of a kidney bean..coolness lol =P

So, Chelle spoilt the whole fun.

I deleted the drafted I made simply because Chelle saw it before I even post it. It's not fun anymore. You just can't wait do you? bleahhh! No more fun. and I just blogged in my own one.. So pretty emotional I am now.

Okie.

This is about Jin Ho.
This is the drawing of HIM.

OK. Why am I highlighting his left hand it's simply because that's the way he walks. NORMALLY, people walk swinging both their hands but this guy swings his left hand sky high while the other one stay motionless. :p don't kill me if I got the wrong hand.. but that's what I noticed just yesterday when you were walking off the toilet. And he walks with a bigger step on the right than on the left.. how ironic! *laughs* One who brings like 5-7 packets of tissue to school eh? :D Tissue in need? Just visit:

5 Beta, 2nd floor, block e,
smk taman melawati,
selangor darul ehsan.

*peace!* move on to his personality.

Nothing much to say about his personality actually. He is a nice guy deep down everybody knows that. :) The quiet one whenever we hang out as a gang and just look at him when his mood is up, all the funny sound and crap.. burst you out laughing! One who is MADLY in love with his girlfriend :p guess he surely treasure all the opportunities he get to be with her. ehem.. privately. Okie. take note. They are still young! don't think until so far away okie. :X innocent they are. okie... at least I think Izz is innocent.. hahaha :p I actually like the way he smiles..hahaha.. innocent smile.. but however you guys surely know that LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING. Don't judge a book by its cover yoh! He plays instruments... weeeeE.. I surely do admirer guys who can play instruments. hahaa.. the thought of how much they can flatter their girlfriend and so. ^_^ it's so cool and age-old thing but it creates the romance mood. surely. :) He adores small lil girls too according to Graeme. no wonder he likes pinching his sister's cheeks.. it's pain okie! hahaa.. i never like it whenever people come pinching mine! so better not do to your sister nemore :p

Okie la so much of Jin Ho.. I shall proceed to the next one.

June Adelyn Kang
I remembered during form 1..I asked Anna who you are cause you were following her before your friends all came and join you later on. that was during sports day. I didn't really catch your name because being the ingorant me, I usually don't bother to remember names. And, I, certainly do remember them saying that you were the ONLY one who asked where I was during the Sukan-tara day. TOO much of my friends who didn't even notice I wasn't there yet. bleaaaahh..
June. A girl who fights for whatever that she's not satisfied with. Especially with her good-command-of-english and i-am-talking-too-fast tone. hahahaha :D Sometimes, you just don't get what she is trying to say.
Gets emotional when things aren't going her way. I still think that she wants to achieve something or like get involve in the industry of art in future. ballet. though she never really say it out but i feel it so. huhu... dunnola. she likes collecting flip-flops you see... maybe she will soon open a second-hand flip flops shop eh? hahaha.. look at the number of flip flops she has ler!
As time passes, she has turned into a new leaf. Remember all the bad things about her spreading around then. "She's a bith".. "She's rude" "she doesn't know how to respect her seniors" and there.. She has changed.. to better or worst? certainly better!
I feel like she's the only one among us who still has a really strong family-bond.. what i am trying to say is that.. how often do you see teenagers who still go everywhere with their parents and all... she still does. And GOOD for her that her dad likes going around.. :D due to michelle's influece.. she's startin to put make up on :p

I can't think of anything else for now.. maybe later girl ;)

Next:
Michelle Tan Yen Phing.
A girl who was born on the 12th of december. easy enough to remember because it's on the 12/12 :D that's how I remember at least! I honestly don't remember it was her asking me to tie her tie for her :D I am always glad to tie peoples' tie for them because I never do that ever since Form 1. No longer a librarian.. I have been wearing kurung since then.... So I do like doing that for people :D
A girl who is known for her extreme-emotional-and-i dont-give-a-damn-on-anything attitude. LoL
Why am I saying that? Cause you know when you will get her on her nerves. :D and she won't wanna say a word when she is.
Different among us. She adores and loves art as much as she loves.. errr.. dunno. kie.. She is probably indulging herself in something to do with arts.. interior designing perhaps? and i don't get it.. artist are forever wth flowers.. hahaha.. it's like something they will start of with.. except maybe.,. comical artist. *chills*
She loves grooming herself up. Hongkie-lala-moi that's what I think of her then.. and people who shifted school always talk about their old school so is she. but really, I don't bother because you are no longer there but here.. so try to fit in instead of like comparing? :D
she likes going walking to G hill..
she influenced June to use make ups too.. a bit too early isnt it?
well well... I find myself different compared with the both of them la. :D
okie la.. i will add if I can think of something. SKIp
oh wait! I think they sell that chicken floss bun at Hen Kee too.. and it's cheaper.. forget about bread talk now :)

Alvin did you SEE EE LIANG?
That was created by me during form 3.. we were in the same class since form 2 but I only start getting close to him in form 3.. hahaa.. thanks for all the physical abuse i 'gave' you.. and not even one hit back from you .. unlike Lam :p hahaha.. A guy who can eat and eat.. Mc'd buffet? gosh.. ask him how much food he ate.. it's like craziness OKIE! I adore him that he knows and likes to try out new stuffs.. especially in cooking.. which guy actually like doing that le? hhuhuh.. he is the only one i know before knowing that Ramesh can COOK too... LoL.. anyway alvin, I wanna try the.. SALMON thingie you, jan and kj? had alright! hahahaha :D A nice guy who suddenly gets hooked-up without my knowing.. my my.. what a brother :p but i am happy as long as he is..
hahaha.. though we don't have much conversations and all now.. remember last year you accompanied me to Mv to shop for his bday present.. lol.. so much hassle.. but cool.
he takes reka-cipta instead of Biology.. great... i should have done the same thing... BIO sucks big time.. hahaha.. oh oh.. HE PLAYS instruments too.. how cool that is! hahaha.. though I don't get a shit whenever he is talking about guitars and all.. hahaa.. but I am proud of him :p okie la..

last but not least for today, Graeme. (as you can see.. it's getting shorter.. indicating that I am getting lazy.. and I dont wanna save it as draft this time not hoping to know some people suddenly spoil the fun :p)
He has this extra-ordinary tone of saying.. whaaaattt? draggy and sharp.. like a girl but not so like a girl.. hahaha
I like talking to him.. hahahaa.. cause he will just listen and keep it inside.. or maybe just forget about it next. that's the fun part. :) He's actually nice and protective.. LoL.. hahaha.. so girls! better grab him before it's too late.. Why am I saying so?
Last year we were all going up to G hill and he cycled. hahaa.. He didn't want the girls to walk at the back of his bike so he rather go slow and stay behind us instead. hahaa.. I remember I was jogging down while the rest were walking.. he cycled down with me cause he doesnt feel SAFE leaving a girl running down the hill alone.. LoL.. how kind of him :D I remember trying to scream and shit.. but it didn't work.. smartest in the family he claimed.. independent he is.. I remember him saying he doesn't really wanna burden her parents to support him it studies... or something like that... so.. diy.. :D
I have a pair or small eyes.. he has SMALLER ones.. :p he's tall but he hunches.. his mouth laser but I don't really bother cause it meant no harm.. plus i dont know why the other two girls get offended when he does that... :D okiela..

bye bye .